ennb~淵火~

I’ve been planning to retranslate a couple of サドマゾヒズム (Sadomasochism) songs for a while now, and with the release of ニューサドマゾヒズム (New Sadomasochism), I have even more reason to do so.
Of course, I’m going to be cheesy and call it ニュートランスレーション (New Translation).

You can find the original translation over at mirror of paranoia, Jaefine’s site.

Notes: The title, romanized “ennb~ennbi~”, means “Abyss Flames.”
When it comes to interpretation on the lyrics’ meanings, I have no idea. Shuriken’s lyrics are well-known for being difficult and very abstract.
The meaning of 「奏」 alone is a bit fuzzy to me.
Apparently 夜見 means 黄泉, if I did my research correctly.
There have been very small changes in the lyrics from the original enn~淵~.
I have left in the opening and ending segments as well, though they are not sung in this version of the song (unfortunately).

★ Title: ennb~淵火~
☆ Album: ニューサドマゾヒズム
★ Album Artist: Sally (サリー)
☆ Vocals: Chata (茶太)
★ Lyrics: shuriken
☆ Arrangement: NSY
★ Original Title: Starry Sky of Small Desires (小さな欲望の星空)
☆ Website: http://sally.dojin.com/



光の中では見えないものが暗闇の中でよく見える
雨 風 晴れ 寒さから 幸 不幸は すべて天の仕業
海流のような星座に人は 燃えるように凍えるように
三度 願いを願う 一群の煌めき 五重星団

hikari no naka de wa mienai mono ga kurayami no naka de yoku mieru
ame kaze hare samusa kara kou fukou subete ten no shiwaza
kairyuu no you na seiza ni hito wa moeru you ni kogoeru you ni
mitabi negai o negau ichigun no kirameki gojuu seidan

Within the darkness, you can often see things invisible in the light.
From rain, wind, shine and cold, to fortune and misfortune, all of them are acts of the heavens.
To the oceanic constellations, people, as if burning, as if freezing,
wish their wishes three times. A lustrous herd, a quintuplet cluster.



宙に浮かぶ夜汽車が闇を駈けたら
叶うまで見上げていて 軌道を 夜見の内

chuu ni ukabu yogisha ga yami o kaketara
kanau made mi ageteite kidou o yomi no fuchi

When the night train floating in space races throughout the dark
keep looking up until your wishes come true, at its orbit, within the underworld

ある人はまた悲しい傷を負うまま
沖に夜明けの兆しはないから 騒ぐ杜

aru hito wa mata kanashii kizu o ou mama
oki ni yoake no kizashi wa nai kara sawagu mori

As a certain someone still bears a sorrowful scar
there’s not a breath of dawn out at sea, so the forest stirs

言葉には変わらぬ想いの音がしたという 瑠璃色の空には

kotoba ni wa kawaranu omoi no oto ga shita to iu ruri iro no sora ni wa

They say the sound of unchanging feelings in words was made out in the azure sky

願いの詩が 星屑絵 降りしきるままで
迎えの灯に渡る 星屑絵 濁流よ 潜れ

negai no shi ga (hoshikuzu e) furi shikiru mama de
mukae no hi ni wataru (hoshikuzu e) dakuryuu o kugure

As the poem of wishes (stardust sketches) downpours torrentially
Spanning to the welcoming light (stardust sketches), cut through the impure flow

やがて深い黒の間からの声がと
信じていたいのならば話を続けよう

yagate fukai kuro no ma kara no koe ga to
shinjiteitai no naraba hanashi o tsudzukeyou

Before long, there’ll be a voice out from between the pitch black
If you want to keep faith in that then let’s continue the story

野の花を映した光は 瞬いたとされるだけの幻か

no no hana o utsushita hikari wa matataita to sareru dake no maboroshi ka

Is the light that reflected flowers of the field just an illusion perceived to be twinkling?

追えば消えて 星屑絵 砕け散る流星
呼気 かよわく伸びる 星屑絵 天体どこまで

oeba kiete (hoshikuzu e) kudake chiru ryuusei
koki kayowaku nobiru (hoshikuzu e) tentai doko made

Vanishing upon pursuing, (stardust sketches) the shattering shooting stars
Extending their breath fragilely, (stardust sketches) how far will the celestials go?

それを何と見紛えた 寂しそうな偽星空

sore o nan to mi magaeta samishisou na nise hoshizora

What could you have mistaken it for? The lonely looking false starry sky

酔えや酔え 彼方に 星屑絵 遠い日 面影
舞い落ちる蜃気楼 星屑絵 降りしきる奏

yoe ya yoe kanata ni (hoshikuzu e) tooi hi omokage
mai ochiru shinkirou (hoshikuzu e) furi shikiru kanade

Elate, elate; in the distance, (stardust sketches) there are traces of distant days
Mirages, fluttering down, (stardust sketches) completely downpour



終わりと始まりの季節に 噂ほど時は残っていない
小雨を避け 木陰に宿れば 静けさに出会えるのかもしれない
去りがけに ふと問いかけた「その願いに複製は利くのか」と
途切れ途切れに聞こえたのは 連動する溶鉱炉のうねり

owari to hajimari no kisetsu ni uwasa hodo toki wa nokotteinai
kosame o sake kokage ni yadoreba shizukesa ni de aeru no kamo shirenai
sari gake ni futo toi kaketa 「sono negai ni fukusei wa kiku no ka」to
togire togire ni kikoeta no wa rendou suru youkouro no uneri

In the seasons of the end and the beginning, there’s no time left matching up to rumours.
If you avoid the rain and take shelter under the trees’ shadows, perhaps we may meet in silence.
About to leave, suddenly questioning “Replication is effective for those wishes?”
all that could be heard, in fragments and pieces, was the undulations of a linked smelting furnace

光の中では見えないものが暗闇の中ではよく見える
いつかの景色に重ねたとして 戻れないのならば迷わないはず
もし望むなら 雑念は捨て 着陸前の僅かな隙間に
踏み出すと同時に瞬きを見て もう三度 願いを願うといい

hikari no naka de wa mienai mono ga kurayami no naka de wa yoku mieru
itsu ka no keshiki ni kasaneta toshite modorenai no naraba mayowanai hazu
moshi nozomu nara zatsunen wa sute chakuriku mae no wazuka na sukima ni
fumi dasu to douji ni matataki o mite mou mitabi negai o negau to ii

Within the darkness, you can often see things invisible in the light.
Lapping over the scenery of another day, if you’re unable to turn back, then you shouldn’t hesitate.
If you wish, you should clear your mind, at the same moment you step out into the narrowest opening before landing, look at the twinkling, and another three times, wish your wishes.



月影ラプソディー | Moonlight Rhapsody

Back with some Amateras Records, 4/8 tracks from Reactionary Wave -Amateras Records Remixes Vol.3- are already complete, and I’ll be doing a few more from Crevice of Darkness too. Unrequited Hearts has an Ai Oosera x The Lost Emotion track that I’m looking forward to as well.

★ Title: 月影ラプソディー
☆ Album: Crevice of Darkness
★ Album Artist: Amateras Records
☆ Vocals: Oosera Ai (大瀬良あい)
★ Lyrics: Kobakyon (こばきょん)
☆ Arrangement: kirin (きりん)
★ Original Title: Lunatic Eyes ~ Invisible Full Moon (狂気の瞳 ~ Invisible Full Moon)
☆ Website: http://amateras-records.com/


辛い宵は 深い藍で
白い月を 塗り潰して
甘い香は 訝しげに
闇に満ちて フワリ溶けた

tsurai yoi wa fukai ai de
shiroi tsuki o nuri tsubushite
amai kou wa ibukashige ni
yami ni michite fuwari toketa

As the bitter evening blotted out
the white moon with deep indigo
sweet scents puzzlingly
filled the darkness and gently dissipated

ねぇ 逃げたっていいよ
弱くたっていい
そう 月影の中で
君は一人じゃない

nee nigeta tte ii yo
yowaku tatte ii
sou tsukikage no naka de
kimi wa hitori janai

Hey, it’s alright to have run away
It’s alright to be weak
Yes, amongst the moonlight
you’re not alone

どこにいても 離れてても
君の涙 君の声が
僕の耳を そっと掠めて
月風の音 鳴らして行く

doko ni itemo hanaretetemo
kimi no namida kimi no koe ga
boku no mimi o sotto kasumete
tsuki kaze no ne narashite yuku

No matter where you are, even if we’re far
your tears, your voice
gently brush my ears
and the sound of the moonwind rings

どこにいても 星が巡り
君の想い 君の歌を
僕の元へ そっと届けて
月影の夜 奏でて行く

doko ni itemo hoshi ga meguri
kimi no omoi kimi no uta o
boku no moto e sotto todokete
tsukikage no yo kanadete yuku

No matter where you are, the stars go around
Your feelings, your song
send them gently to me
and the song of the moonlit night will play on

淡い希望 深い愛で
白い心 染まっていた
甘い罠が 忍び寄って
闇に呑まれ ユラリ揺れて

awai kibou fukai ai de
shiroi kokoro somatteita
amai wana ga shinobi yotte
yami ni nomare yurari yurete

Faint desires had stained
my white heart with deep love
A sweet trap sneaks close
and I’m consumed in the night, steadily shaking

ねぇ 間違ってもいい
立ち止まってもいい
そう 月影に抱かれ
傷を癒せたら

nee machigattemo ii
tachi tomattemo ii
sou tsukikage ni dakara
kizu o iyasetara

Hey, it’s alright to make a mistake
You don’t have to make a move
Yes, when your wounds are healed
being cradled by moonlight

どこにいても 離れてても
君が笑い 君が生きる
大事な日々 ずっと護ると
月風舞う 空に誓う

doko ni itemo hanaretetemo
kimi ga warai kimi ga ikiru
daiji na hibi zutto mamoru to
tsuki kaze mau sora ni chikau

No matter where you are, even if we’re far
You’ll smile, you’ll live
I vow to the sky the moonwind dances in
I’ll always protect those treasured days

どこまででも 星は流れ
君の願い 君の夢と
僕の夢を ずっと運んで
月影の夜 駆け抜けてく

doko made demo hoshi wa nagare
kimi no negai kimi no yume to
boku no yume o zutto hakonde
tsukikage no yo kaku nukete ku

The stars shoot all throughout the galaxy
Your wishes, your dreams
as well as my dreams, I’ll always carry with me
as I run through the moonlit night

CarryOn

アイス has some pretty chill songs. My personal interpretation about this song is that it’s coming from Flandre’s view, thinking about her sister.

★ Title: CarryOn
☆ Album: アイス
★ Album Artist: Sally (サリー)
☆ Vocals: Chata (茶太)
★ Arrangement: Wani (ワニ)
☆ Original Title: Crimson Belvedere ~ Eastern Dream… (紅楼 ~ Eastern Dream…)
★ Website: http://sally.dojin.com/


この夢の中でキミとみる
世界を羽ばたいて
煌めく空を泳ぐ

kono yume no naka de kimi to miru
sekai o habataite
kirameku sora o oyogu

In this dream, flapping our wings
through this world I see with you,
we swim through a sparkling sky

この夢の中にキミといて
繋いだ ぬくもりを守って
連れて行くよ

kono yume no naka ni kimi to ite
tsunaida nukumori o mamotte
tsurete yuku yo

In this dream, I’m together with you
I’ll protect the warmth tied to that
and bring it with me

錆び付いた記憶が
心の深くで
答えを捜して騒いだ
舞い踊る蝶の様

sabi tsuita kioku ga
kokoro no fukaku de
kotae o sagashite sawaida
mai odoru chou no you

Rusted old memories rest
in the depths of my heart
Searching for an answer I made a fuss
just like a dancing butterfly

止まった時間
針を回したら
昨日 見つけられなかった
忘れ物 気づいた

tomatta jikan
hari o mawashitara
kinou mitsukerarenakatta
wasuremono kidzuita

When I turned the hands of the clock
as time was standing still
I noticed what I had forgotten
that I couldn’t find yesterday

思い出の中でキミといる
繋いだ 手のひらや
笑顔が淡く滲む

omoide no naka de kimi to iru
tsunaida te no hira ya
egao ga awaku nijimu

In my memories, I’m together with you
The palm of your hand I held and
your smile blurs faintly

思い出を外に運べたら
迷わず 決めていた
言葉を 伝えたいよ

omoide o soto ni hakobetara
mayowazu kimeteita
kotoba o tsutaetai yo

When I can bring my memories outside
I want to convey the words
I’ll have decided on with no doubts

この夢の中でキミとみる
世界を羽ばたいて
煌めく空を泳ぐ

kono yume no naka de kimi to miru
sekai o habataite
kirameku sora o oyogu

In this dream, flapping our wings
through this world I see with you,
we swim through a sparkling sky

この夢の中にキミといて
繋いだ ぬくもりを守って
連れて行くよ

kono yume no naka ni kimi to ite
tsunaida nukumori o mamotte
tsurete yuku yo

In this dream, I’m together with you
I’ll protect the warmth tied to that
and bring it with me

神霊 「死せる哲学の袂」 | Divine Spirits 「The Sleeve of a Dead Philosophy」

Requested by Amilka, one of my favourites of the album. I’m no professional when it comes to classical Japanese, by any means, but I’ve done my best. I even feel like there’s something more deep about the title than is really letting on (袂 has quite a few definitions, and is kinda like 手元 too), but as I said, this is all I’ve got. God bless archaic dictionaries and yahoo answers JP, without which this would not be here.

★ Title: 神霊 「死せる哲学の袂」
☆ Album: 奉 -Sasage-
★ Album Artist: 凋叶棕
☆ Vocals: ΦKushiΦ (Φ串Φ)
★ Lyrics and arrangment: RD-Sounds
☆ Original Titles: Desire Drive (デザイアドライブ)
・Starry Sky of Small Desires (小さな欲望の星空)
★ Website: http://www.rd-sounds.com/


叶う術のない欲望を
抱くその内より生まれる影

kanau sube no nai yokubou o
idaku sono uchi yori umareru kage

From the embracement of desires
with no means to grant them, shadows are born

だが全ては か細き声
誰もその耳を 傾けない

daga subete wa kabosoki koe
dare mo sono mimi o katamukenai

Yet it’s all tenuous voices
Nobody is lending an ear

もし生まれたてのあれらを
受け入れるものがいたならば

moshi umaretate no arera o
uke ireru mono ga ita naraba

If only there were someone who
could accept those newborn things

だが彷徨い辿りつく先は
定かならずに消えていく

daga samayoi tadori tsuku saki wa
sadaka narazu ni kiete iku

Yet at the end of wandering and barely making it
they disappear without certainty

哀れかな 何処へともつかずに
最期には 食らわれ夜の闇に消ゆ

aware kana doko e to mo tsukazu ni
saigo ni wa kuraware yoru no yami ni kiyu

Is it pitiful? To be eaten and fade into the dark of night
in the very end, without arriving anywhere

一縷の望みに 求めて加速する
その声を 聞くものは――どこに。

ichiru no nozomi ni motomete kasoku suru
sono koe o kiku mono wa ―― doko ni.

Where is the one who will listen to the voices
seeking, ever hurriedly, for a ――ray of hope.

生きて死ぬ定めにも
人の欲望 果てしなく
何しも求めているのは
甘き哲学の言

ikite shinu sadame ni mo
hito no nozomu koto hateshinaku
dare shimo motometeiru no wa
amaki tetsugaku no koto

In a fate to live and die
the desires of people are endless
What all seek for are the words
of a sweet philosophy

縋る 欲望の捌け先
十の言葉で訴うるは
願い聞き届け給えと
我ら受け容れ給えと

sugaru yokubou no hake saki
too no kotoba de utauru wa
negai kiki todoke tamae to
warera uke ire tamae to

After draining the desires they cling to
all they can plead for with ten words is
“Please let my wishes reach your ears”
“Please accept us”

たとえその体が滅びても
その魂は不滅だと

tatoe sono karada ga horobitemo
sono mikokoro wa fumetsu da to

They say that even if their bodies perish
their souls are immortal

おおいなるものと一体なら
それら一つの価値 いかばかりか

ooi naru mono to ittai nara
sorera hitotsu no kachi ika bakari ka

If they were to be united with the divine spirits
what would their value be as one?

だがそれでも その欲望故
誰もその思い 阻めはせず

daga sore demo sono omoi yue
dare mo sono omoi habame wa sezu

Yet, even so, because of those desires
nobody can hold back their thoughts

そも叶わない願いなら
生まれることさえ過ちか

somo kanawanai negai nara
umareru koto sae ayamachi ka

If those wishes can’t come true in the first place
is being born itself a mistake?

だが彷徨い辿りつく先に
無限の夢を見ていよう

daga samayoi tadori tsuku saki ni
mugen no yume o miteiyou

Yet, at the end of wandering and just making it,
let us witness the infinite dreams

惨めかな 何にもなれもせず
最期には 囚われ星の海に消ゆ

mijime kana nan ni mo nare mo sezu
saigo ni wa toraware hoshi no umi ni kiyu

Is it harrowing? Being caught and disappearing into the sea of stars
in the end, without becoming anything at all

一縷の望みを 迎えてほくそ笑む
その声を 聞くものは――どこに。

ichiru no nozomi o mukaete hokosuemu
sono koe o kiku mono wa ―― doko ni.

Where is the one who will listen to the voices
chuckling, and welcome their ―― ray of hope.

死してなお生きる為
人の欲望 果てしなく
何しも飢えているのは
甘き哲学の言

shishite nao ikiru tame
hito no nozomu koto hate shinaku
dare shimo ueteiru no wa
amaki tetsugaku no koto

In order to live after death
the desires of people are endless
What all starve for are the words
of a sweet philosophy

縋る 欲望の捌け先
十の言葉で訴うるは
願い聞き届け給えと
我ら受け容れ給えと

sugaru yokubou no hake saki
too no kotoba de utauru wa
negai kiki todoke tamae to
warera uke ire tamae to

After draining the desires they cling to
all they can plead for with ten words is
“Please let my wishes reach your ears”
“Please accept us”

人の欲望を礎に
いつか神霊とて顕現せり

hito no omoi o ishizue ni
itsu ka ooi naru mono tote kengen seri

With people’s desires as foundation
someday I’ll even manifest as a divine spirit

死せる哲学の袂は
かくて目覚めのときを今、迎えんとして―。

shiseru tetsugaku no tamoto wa
kakute mezame no toki o ima, mukae n to shite.

The sleeve of a dead philosophy
now thus is about to enter, the time of awakening―.