Requested by Mysterious Duck, I really need to catch up on all these requests, I’m starting to fall behind.
Not to be confused with Vivienne from FELT and Hatsunetsumiko’s.
★ Title: Regret
☆ Album: Helius Aggregation
★ Album Artist: Amateras Records
☆ Vocals: Vivienne (びびあん)
★ Lyrics: M.I.O
☆ Arrangement: Tracy
★ Original Title: Desire Drive (デザイアドライブ)
☆ Website: http://amateras-records.com/
後ずさりしてる 鎖ひきずった
独りの罪人 何かを欲しがり 何かに怯えて
どこか諦めて 密かに楽しい 日々を過ごした
atozusari shiteru kusari hiki zutta
hitori no tsumibito nani ka o hoshigari nani ka ni obiete
doko ka akiramete hisoka ni tanoshii hibi o sugoshita
Retreating away, I dragged my chains with me
This lone sinner desired something, was afraid of something,
gave up somewhere, and secretly passed by the fun days
月はまだ 薄く昇った 冷たい静かな朝は
空気が 優しく身体覚ますよ 冷酷に
tsuki wa mada usuku nobotta tsumetai shizuka na asa wa
kuuki ga yasashiku karada samasu yo reikoku ni
On quiet, freezing mornings when the moon is still faintly in the sky,
the atmosphere gently awakens my body, coldly
君がいなくなった 忘れられない夜
指折り数えてる 通じ合った証拠
認め合った愛を すれ違った理由
狂いそうなほどに 認めたくなかった
kimi ga inaku natta wasurerarenai yoru
yubi ori kazoeteru tsuji atta shouko
mitome atta ai o sure chigatta riyuu
kuruisou na hodo ni mitometakunakatta
That unfortettable night you departed
counting on my fingers I waited for proof I got through to you
To the point of near going mad I didn’t want to acknowledge
the reason for crossing our requitted love
後ずさりしてる 鎖ひきずった
独りの罪人 何かを欲しがり 何かに怯えて
どこか諦めて 密かに楽しい 日々を過ごした
atozusari shiteru kusari hiki zutta
hitori no tsumibito nani ka o hoshigari nani ka ni obiete
doko ka akiramete hisoka ni tanoshii hibi o sugoshita
Retreating away, I dragged my chains with me
This lone sinner desired something, was afraid of something,
gave up somewhere, and secretly passed by the fun days
月明かり 眩しすぎるよ 暗闇好んだ二人
独りが 戻った事実.リアルを 突きつける
tsuki akari mabushi sugiru yo kurayami kononda futari
hitori ga modotta jijitsu riaru o tsuki tsukeru
The moonlight is much too bright, us two were fond of the darkness
The fact that only one of us came back thrusts forth reality
怖くなかったのに 強がり も無かった
君さえいるだけで 強さをもらってた
情けなくもないさ 暗闇を独りで
楽しめる人など 滅多にいない
kowakunakatta noni tsuyogari mo nakatta
kimi sae iru dake de tsuyosa o moratteta
nasakenaku mo nai sa kurayami o hitori de
tanoshimeru hito nado metta ni inai
Despite not being afraid, I couldn’t show courage either
Just by being with you, I had gained strength
But see, it’s not pitiful either, there are hardly any people
able to enjoy being alone in the darkness
削れ続けてる 鎖と心に
後悔満たした 水で洗いたい 美しくなれる
何度も何度も 君を思い出す 美しくなる
kezure tsudzuketeru kusari to kokoro ni
koukai mitashita mizu de araitai utsukushiku nareru
nando mo nando mo kimi o omoi dasu utsukushiku naru
I want to wash with the water filled with regret
in my diminishing heart and chain, I can become beautiful
Over and over again, I remember you, I will become beautiful
