朧月夜 | Misty, Moonlit Night

This song has one powerful climax. 朧月夜 is one of my favourite Japanese words, so as soon as I saw this track name, I knew I had to listen to it. I also have a draft done up for リンカーネイション (Reincarnation), so expect that soon.

☆ Title: 朧月夜
★ Album: 汝を照らす朧のアリア
☆ Album Artist: Asriel
★ Vocals and lyrics: KOKOMI
☆ Arrangement and composition: 黒瀬圭亮 (Kurose Keisuke)


いびつに歪んだ心、鏡、映すでしょう
薄暗き宵に星を結び円を描く

ibitsu ni yuganda kokoro, kagami, utsusu deshou
usuguraki yoi ni hoshi o musubi en o egaku

If I looked in the mirror, I’d surely see a twisted heart reflected back
Connecting the stars in the dim evening, I draw a circle

まどろみの祝杯 笑う声、もう遠くあり
生かされし人形
『無に慣り、虛に成れ』念じ、夜は更けて
濁れてく朧月夜

madoromi no shukuhai warau koe, mou tooku ari
ikasareshi hitogata
『mu ni nari, kyo ni nare』nenji, yo wa fukete
nigoreteku oborodzukiyo

Groggy toasts and the sound of laughing are now distant
as I’m kept alive as a doll
‘Become used to nothing, become hollow’ I repeat in my head as the night advances
A moonlit night, clouding over

使い果たされた『私』を纏ったまま
この世界を生きて行くの?いじらしく
ぐるりぐるり 罅はいづれ 破滅を迎えて
そろそろ限界が近い気がしてる『あたし』に---
与えて、愛して、もう何も無いのだから

tsukai hatasareta『watashi』o matotta mama
kono sekai o ikite yuku no? ijirashiku
gururi gururi hibi wa idzure hametsu o mukaete
soro soro genkai ga chikai ki ga shiteru『atashi』ni---
ataete, aishite, mou nani mo nai no dakara

As I wear a ‘me’ that’s been wrung dry,
will I continue to live in this world? Pitifully
Spinning around and around, the cracks will eventually invite ruin
I’m getting the feeling that any time now ‘I’ will reach my limit – – –
Give to me, and love me, for I have nothing left anymore

恋する時間は長くあれ、愛しむでしょう
灯火の外で堕ちた焔、炎を描く

koi suru jikan wa nagaku are, itoshimu deshou
tomoshibi no soto de ochita honoo, en o egaku

May times of romance last long, surely they’re treasured
The flame that fell outside the torch forms a blaze

狂おしく逃亡 激情は緋の雨となり
華萌え舞い散る
『無に慣り、虚に成れ』悟る、時既に
溺れてく霞桜

kuruoshiku toubou gekijou wa hi no ame to nari
hana moe mai chiru
『mu ni nari, kyo ni nare』satoru, toki sude ni
oboreteku kasumizakura

Escaping at wit’s end, my emotions turn into a scarlet rain
Flowers bloom and dance down
‘Become used to nothing, become hollow’ By the time I understood, it was too late
Drowning in prunus verecunda

使い果たされた『私』を纏ったまま
この世界を生きる?這い蹲りながら?
ぐるりぐるり 罅がある もう止められない
与えて、何でもいい、言葉を、魂を、
『あたし』が望むだけ – – –

tsukai hatasareta『watashi』o matotta mama
kono sekai o ikiru? hai tsukubarinagara?
gururi gururi hibi ga aru mou tomerarenai
ataete, nan demo ii, kotoba o, tamashii o,
『atashi』ga nozomu dake – – –

As I wear a ‘me’ that’s been wrung dry
will I continue to live in this world? While I grovel in the dirt?
Spinning around and around, there are cracks, there’s no stopping it
Give to me, it doesn’t matter what, words, a soul,
as much as ‘I’ desire – – –

目に見えるほど
いびつに歪む心を 留めおかまし この人形
与えて欲しい、愛して欲しい、望み高く投じた夜空
失うほど何もない、空虚さに喰われそう
今宵壊せ、この身に、僅かの未練も、宿らぬ、最期を
埋もれた人波の世界、届かぬ夜空
『あたし』が消えていく—その前に

me ni mieru hodo
ibitsu ni yugamu kokoro o todome okamashi kono hitogata
ataete hoshii, aishite hoshii, nozomi takaku toujita yozora
ushinau hodo nani mo nai, kuukyosa ni kuwaresou
koyoi kowasu, kono mi ni, wazuka no miren mo, yadoranu, saigo o
umoreta hitonami no sekai, todokanu yozora
『atashi』ga kiete yuku — sono mae ni

Leaving behind
a heart so twisted, it’s visible to the eye, I want you
to give to this doll, to love this doll – hopes thrown high into the night sky
The more I lose, the more I feel like I’ll be consumed by the empty void
Tonight destroy my few last regrets, and the final moments residing outside my body
Buried in a world surging with people, unable to reach the night sky
‘I’ am fading away – – – but before then

いびつに歪む心を 留めおかまし この人形に
与えて欲しい、愛して欲しい、望み高く投じた星空
失うほど何もない、空っぽに、まるく
綺麗ね 朧月

ibitsu ni yugamu kokoro o todome okamashi kono hitogata ni
ataete hoshii, aishite hoshii, nozomi takaku toujita hoshizora
ushinau hodo nani mo nai, karappo ni, maruku
kirei ne oborodzuki

Leaving behind a heart so twisted, I want you
to give to this doll, to love this doll – hopes thrown high into the starry sky
The more I lose, the more empty and round it appears
Isn’t it pretty? The misty moon

マンネリライフ | Boring Life

Nanawo Akari’s songs really capture the essence of being a lost cause. I never knew I needed these kinds of lyrics in my life before her. This is a good theme song for this pandemic.

Note: Though the title is officially translated as “boring life,” I think “Life in a Rut” better captures the meaning.

☆ Title: マンネリライフ
★ Album: フライングベスト~知らないの? 巷で噂のダメ天使~
☆ Album Artist: ナナヲアカリ (Nanawo Akari)
★ Published by: Sony Music Associated Records
☆ Vocals: ナナヲアカリ (Nanawo Akari)
★ Arrangement, composition and lyrics: Wada Takeaki (kurage_P) (和田たけあき(くらげP))

こんな調子で、息だけして生きてるよ
クリアしたゲームまたやっている
ドキドキしたり、泣いたり、笑ったりする
そんなことすらもう面倒くさいから

konna choushi de, iki dake shite ikiteru yo
kuria shita geemu mata yatteiru
dokidoki shitari, naitari, warattari suru
sonna koto sura mou mendoukusai kara

At this rate, all I’m doing with my life is breathing
Playing a game that I’ve already beaten again
Getting excited, crying, and laughing
Such emotions now just feel like a pain in the neck

知らないこと知りたくなんかない
疲れちゃうから
感動なんて絶対したくないよ!

shiranai koto shiritaku nanka nai
tsukarechau kara
kandou nante zettai shitakunai yo!

I don’t care to learn new things
It’s tiring, after all
I definitely don’t want to feel emotionally moved!

あたし、マンネリライフを生きている
グッモーニン!今何時?
\たぶん午前か午後6時!/
ココロが張り裂けてしまいそう!
助けて下さい!
あっ、いや…やっぱいいです。

atashi, manneri raifu o ikiteiru
gummoonin! ima nanji?
\tabun gozen ka gogo roku ji!/
kokoro ga hari sakete shimaisou!
tasukete kudasai!
a, iya… yappa ii desu.

I’m living life in a rut
Good morning! What time is it?
\Probably either 6am or 6pm/
It feels like my heart is about to be ripped to shreds!
Please, save me!
Ah, never mind… I’m fine.

こんな調子で息だけして、生きてるよ
読み終わったマンガを読んでいる
ネットサーフィン、変な画像で笑ってる
2年くらい前にも見たことあるけど

konna choushi de iki dake shite, ikiteru yo
yomi owatta manga o yondeiru
netto saafin, hen na gazou de waratteru
ninen kurai mae ni mo mita koto aru kedo

At this rate, all I’m doing with my life is breathing
Reading a manga that I’ve already finished reading
Surfing the web, I find myself laughing at a weird image
Though it’s one I’ve seen before about 2 years ago

せめて自分の足しになるような
事がしたいな
今日は疲れたから寝るけどさ

semete jibun no tashi ni naru you na
koto ga shitai na
kyou wa tsukareta kara neru kedo sa

I at least want to do something
beneficial for me
That said, I’m too tired today, so it’s off to bed

あたし、マンネリライフな眠り姫
囚われの身さ
\3食・冷暖房 完備!/
いつかは素敵な王子様!
助けて下さい!
あっ、いや…やっぱいいです!

atashi, manneri raifu na nemuri hime
toraware no mi sa
\sanshoku reidanbou kanbi!/
itsu ka wa suteki na ouji sama!
tasukete kudasai!
a, iya… yappa ii desu!

I’m the Sleeping Beauty of life in a rut
Don’t you see I’m a prisoner
\Complete with 3 meals and air conditioning!/
Perhaps someday I’ll find my wonderful prince!
Please, save me!
Ah, never mind… I’m fine!

VRになんて潜ってたら永眠しちゃう
興行収入何十億の(ピー)も絶対見ない
そんな暴力受けなくたって
あたしの世界 間に合ってるよ

VR ni nante moguttetara eimin shichau
kougyou shuunyuu nanjuuoku no (pii) mo zettai minai
sonna bouryoku ukenakutatte
atashi no sekai ma ni atteru yo

If I dive into VR I’ll end up sleeping for eternity
I won’t watch (beep) even if it made millions of dollars at the box office
I don’t need that kind of violence in my life
My world is good enough without it

何も感じないままでいたいよ!

nani mo kanjinai mama de itai yo!

I just want to exist without feeling a thing!

あたし、マンネリライフで死んでゆく
抜け出せないよ
こんなに優しい世界
罪悪感でおかしくなっちゃいそう!

atashi, manneri raifu de shinde yuku
nuke dasenai yo
konna ni yasashii sekai
zaiakukan de okashiku nacchaisou!

I’m dying in this life in a rut
There’s no escape
from a world that’s this kind
I feel like I’m going to lose my mind from the guilt!

あたし、マンネリライフを生きている
グッモーニン!今何時?
\たぶん午前か午後6時/
パパママ神様ごめんなさい!
明日からはきっと…
あっ、いや…やっぱ無理です!
ごめん!ごめん!やっぱいいです!

atashi, manneri raifu o ikiteiru
gummoonin! ima nanji?
\tabun gozen ka gogo roku ji!/
papa mama kamisama gomennasai!
ashita kara wa kitto…
a, iya… yappa muri desu!
gomen! gomen! yappa ii desu!

I’m living life in a rut
Good morning! What time is it?
\Probably either 6am or 6pm/
Dear papa, mama, God, I’m sorry!
Starting tomorrow, I’ll be sure to…
ah, never mind… it’s too much after all!
Sorry! Sorry! I’ll pass!

Wall of Flowers

 

Originally translated a year and a half ago, but because I was (and still somewhat am) unsure about the final line, I never published it. This and Creme de franboise are my favourites of the album, though it took a while for this one to grow on me.

☆ Title: Wall of Flowers
★ Album: POP | CULTURE 9
☆ Album Artist: Alstroemeria Records
★ Vocals: mikicco
☆ Lyrics: ayame
★ Arrangement: Masayoshi Minoshima
☆ Original: Hartmann’s Youkai Girl (ハルトマンの妖怪少女)
★ Website: http://alst.net/


何度も繰り返しても 暗闇が目を覆う
思い通りにならない 逃げたのは私

nando mo kuri kaeshitemo kurayami ga me o oou
omoidoori ni naranai nigeta no wa watashi

No matter how much I try, darkness veils my eyes
Things won’t go the way I want them to – The one who ran away was me

風が吹く空は どこまでも青く
見えなくなるまで 羽ばたくの 遠く 遠く

kaze ga fuku sora wa doko made mo aoku
mienaku naru made habataku no tooku tooku

Wind blowing throughout, the sky is completely blue
Until I can’t be seen, I’m going to fly far far away

君が羨ましい だから弱くもなる 届かないよ

kimi ga urayamashii dakara yowaku mo naru todokanai yo

I envy you, which also makes me weak
I’m not going to make it

千切れる腕の痛みも 忘れたと言い聞かせ
今ならやり直せるの?何にだってなるよ

chigireru ude no itami mo wasureta to ii kikase
ima nara yari naoseru no? nan ni datte naru yo

I tell myself that I’ve forgotten the pain of my arm being torn off
Maybe now, I could try again? I’ll become whatever I need to be

夜に咲く花は 人知れず泣いて
光の落ちない 月の下 輝いてる

yoru ni saku hana wa hito shirezu naite
hikari no ochinai tsuki no shita kagayaiteru

The flower that blooms at night cries in secret
Shining underneath the moon, where the light doesn’t fall

そんな当たり前に きっとなりたかった 戯言だね

sonna atarimae ni kitto naritakatta zaregoto da ne

I wanted to look stern, as if it was natural
What a joke

ハッピーになりたい | I Want to be Happy

Translation fueled by pain. I have completely lost sight of my purpose in life. I have a physics degree, but I’m not a scientist. I almost have an education degree, but I’m not becoming a teacher. Instead, I’m throwing it all away and using my JP skills to become a VTuber.

☆ Title: ハッピーになりたい
★ Album: フライングベスト~知らないの? 巷で噂のダメ天使~
☆ Album Artist: ナナヲアカリ (Nanawo Akari)
★ Published by: Sony Music Associated Records
★ Vocals: ナナヲアカリ (Nanawo Akari)
☆ Arrangement, composition and lyrics: Neru

パッと目を覚まして
幻覚を思郷 生活は死亡
いっそ架空でいいって
急げと布団 二度寝は無論
一生、夢で踊って
吐いて廃るマネー 泣いて猿真似
結局、昨日に縋って こうして摩耗して
そして終わっていくんですね

patto me o samashite
genkaku o shikyou seikatsu wa shibou
isso kakuu de ii tte
isoge to futon nidone wa muron
isshou, yume de odotte
haite sutaru manee naite saru mane
kekkyoku, kinou ni sugatte kou shite mamou shite
soshite owatte iku n desu ne

Suddenly I wake up
Homesick for hallucinations, to live is to die
Much preferring fiction,
I hurry to my bed, back to sleep, no question
My whole life, I’ve been dancing in a dream,
spitting out money like it’s going out of fashion, crying, imitating others
After all, I’m clinging to yesterday – like this I’ll wear away
and then I’ll meet my end

あー、言いたい放題言ってくれんじゃん
マジョリティ そう思えるだけマシでしょ
実際はきっとそうも上手くはいかないぞ
何奴が犯人だ

aa, iitai houdai itte kuren jan
majoriti sou omoeru dake mashi desho
jissai wa kitto sou mo umaku wa ikanai zo
doitsu ga hannin da

Ah, say whatever you want
It’s not so bad when you look like you’re in the majority
But in reality, it won’t go quite so well
Who’s the culprit here?

主人公補正とかかけてもらってもいいかな
最近よく思うようになったんだ
なんとなく すごく

shujinkou hosei toka kakete moratte mo ii kana
saikin yoku omou you ni natta n da
nanto naku sugoku

I wonder if it’d be alright to have plot armor
I’ve come to think about this a lot lately
For some reason, more than anything else

ハッピーになりたい 僕はなりたい
もう大層つまんない人生なんて
リセットしちゃいたい
流行りのワンコーラスばかりが
フラッシュバックする
ハッピーになれない 僕はなれない
愛なんて奪って歌ってしまえば
それっきりじゃん
どうなんだい どうなんだい 音楽の神様

happii ni naritai boku wa naritai
mou taisou tsumannai jinsei nante
risetto shichaitai
hayari no wan koorasu bakari ga
furasshubakku suru
happii ni narenai boku wa narenai
ai nante ubatte utatte shimaeba
sorekkiri jan
dou nandai dou nandai ongaku no kami sama

I want to be happy, that’s what I want
I want to take my huge waste of time life
and reset it already
All that I flashback to is the first part
of a catchy song
I can’t become happy, I can’t
If I stole love and sung about it
wouldn’t that just be the end?
What do I do? What do I do, god of music?

ねえ、どうなの
nee, dou nano

Come on, tell me

ストップ、時間が止まって
腐っていく思考 咲いて散る苦労
結局、努力がなんだ
風向き次第 危うし期待

sutoppu, jikan ga tomatte
kusatte yuku shikou saite chiru kurou
kekkyoku, doryoku ga nanda
kazamuki shidai ayaushi kitai

Stopping, time comes to a halt
My thought process is rotting, struggles bloom and scatter
In the end, what good is effort?
It’s all on a whim, having expectations is dangerous

まー、マンデーチューズデー
ウェンズデーサースデーフライデー
偽るには無理がある
最大の論争点は至ってプレーンだ
何奴が犯人だ

maa, mandee chuuzudee
uenzudee saasudee furaidee
itsuwaru ni wa muri ga aru
saidai no ronsouten wa itatte pureen da
doitsu ga hannin da

Well, Monday, Tuesday,
Wednesday, Thursday, Friday
You can only fake things for so long
The greatest point of dispute is exceedingly plain
Who’s the culprit here?

ないものねだりし続けてるなら
それ 僕にちょうだいよ
どうせ君は使わないんでしょ?

nai mono nedari shi tsudzuketeru nara
sore boku ni choudai yo
douse kimi wa tsukawanai desho?

If you’re not going to be satisfied with what you’ve got,
then give it to me!
You’re not gonna make use of it anyway, right?

ラッキーでありたい 僕はありたい
一切の不安も憂いも全部を
消してしまいたい
お涙頂戴のクライマックスを願っている
ラッキーじゃ足りない それじゃ足りない
ドラマチックでファンシーくらいの
歌じゃ救えない
そうだって そうだって叱ってくれ
どうか

rakkii de aritai boku wa aritai
issai no fuan mo urei mo zenbu o
keshite shimaitai
onamida choudai no kuraimakkusu o negatteiru
rakkii ja tarinai sore ja tarinai
doramachikku de fanshii kurai no
uta ja sukuenai
sou da tte sou da tte shikatte kure
douka

I want to be lucky, that’s what I want
I want to get rid of every last bit of
anxiety and distress
I’m wishing for the climax to this sob story
I’m not lucky enough, it’s not enough
It’ll take more than a dramatic and fancy song
to save me
Be stern, be stern and tell me that’s just how it is
please

ハッピーになりたい 僕はなりたい
もう大層つまんない人生なんて
リセットしちゃいたい
流行りのワンコーラスばかりが
フラッシュバックする
ハッピーになれない 僕はなれない
愛なんて奪って歌ってしまえば
それっきりじゃん
どうなんだい どうなんだい 音楽の神様

happii ni naritai boku wa naritai
mou taisou tsumannai jinsei nante
risetto shichaitai
hayari no wan koorasu bakari ga
furasshubakku suru
happii ni narenai boku wa narenai
ai nante ubatte utatte shimaeba
sorekkiri jan
dou nandai dou nandai ongaku no kami sama

I want to be happy, that’s what I want
I want to take my huge waste of time life
and reset it already
All that I flashback to is the first part
of a catchy song
I can’t become happy, I can’t
If I stole love and sung about it
wouldn’t that just be the end?
What do I do? What do I do, god of music?

ねえ、どうなの

nee, dou nano

Come on, tell me