kake wasureta kagi
heya no oku ni okareta kiroku
taisetsu ni shiteita hazu datta noni
nani mo ima wa omoi dasenai
hitori de ni hiraita doa
utsushi dashita itsu ka no bideo
are hateta miraizou to
kako wa totemo chokushi dekinai
Left behind inside a room accidentally left unlocked were recordings I was supposed to treat them carefully but I can’t remember anything anymore A door opened on its own A video from another time started to display By no means could I look directly at the image of a ruined future and past
背景だけ描かれたノイズのような
かすれている操作できない
フィルムに時を重ねてる
haikei dake egakareta noizu no you na
kasureteiru sousa dekinai
firumu ni toki o kasaneteru
The film with only the background pictured, blurry like noise, inoperable, is overlapped with time
扉を開いたまま叫んだ
いつだって側にいた
だって一人自由いま
しまわない隠された世界
tobira o hiraita mama sakenda
itsu datte soba ni ita
datte hitori jiyuu ima
shimawanai kakusareta sekai
I screamed with the door left open It’s always been right by me After all, I’m free on my own now A hidden world I won’t put away
背景だけ描かれたフィルムを見る
かすれても傷ついても刻んだ時とここにいる
haikei dake egakareta firumu o miru
kasuretemo kizutsuitemo kizanda toki to koko ni iru
I look at the film with only the background pictured Even if it’s blurry, even if it hurts me, I’m here with the time engraved in it
Commissioned by Anonymous. I usually don’t take commissions, but since I was fairly confident I could do a good job translating this, I accepted it. It seems to me that this song is about someone who wants to die, but deep inside wants to live. In order to convince herself, she kept needing to find a reason to die.
watashi o koroshite to itta ne naki warainagara
koroshite to itta koroshite to itta
nani hitotsu kaerarezu ni
watashi no, hanashi wa
saisho kara owatteita
I told you to kill me, didn’t I? While smiling and crying I told you to kill me, I told you to kill me Unable to change a single thing my story was over before it even began
koroshite to itta ne iki tsudzuketakute
koroshite to itta koroshite to itta
arifureta hibi no mae ni
inochi to, kotoba wa
kakera mo nokoranai
I told you to kill me, didn’t I? Still wanting to live, I told you to kill me, I told you to kill me Before ordinary days, not a scrap of life, nor words remain
暗く深い藍、我侭も飲み込んでくれる
枯れた葉は綺麗で、悲しい表情を
何時繰り返してしまったのだろう
kuraku fukai ao, wagamama mo nomi konde kureru
kareta ha wa kirei de, kanashii hyoujou o
itsu kuri kaeshite shimatta no darou
A dark, deep indigo swallows all my selfishness Withered leaves are so pretty – When could it have been that they ended up putting a sad expression on my face again?
きっと心が影に陰に飲まれて 不幸になった
きっと心はぐしゃぐしゃになったんだ
kitto kokoro ga kage ni kage ni nomarete fukou ni natta
kitto kokoro wa gushagusha ni natta n da
I’m sure my heart lost its joy as it was swallowed by shadows within shadows I’m sure my heart is no longer even recognizable
koroshite to itta ne itami o wasurete
koroshite to itta koroshite to itta
sekai wa owaranai n darou
sayonara, mata ne to
hanbun uso o tsuita
I told you to kill me, didn’t I? Forgetting the pain, I told you to kill me, I told you to kill me The world won’t end, you know “Good bye, see you later” Half of that was a lie
mou ichido aragau yo watashi no shiawase ni
wazuka ni tookatta
zankoku na sore wa
iro azayaka de
hitori hitori ga aisareteita
ano hanataba ni watashi wa inai
One more time, I’ll struggle to fight against my happiness A little bit distant, how cruel it is that the vivid bouquet loved by each and every person doesn’t include me in it
殺してと言ったね 独りにしないで
声も出せない あの花の様に
最後に君に会えてよかった
ありがとう
koroshite to itta ne hitori ni shinai de
koe mo dasenai ano hana no you ni
saigo ni kimi ni aete yokatta
arigatou
I told you to kill me, didn’t I? Don’t leave me alone Just like that flower, I can’t let out my voice I’m glad that I was able to meet you in the end Thank you
何処かに閉じ込めていた 命を預けて
殺してと言った
殺してよ
doko ka ni toji kometeita inochi o azukete
koroshite to itta
koroshite yo
Leaving my life in your care, which I had locked away somewhere I told you to kill me Kill me.
sameru koto no nai eien no yume da
kore wa maboroshi ka? sore tomo genjitsu?
ubawaretai nara yondemiru ga ii sa
hora sugu ushiro ni koi no shinigami ga
kakugo o kimetara, saa
sonna sekai sutete boku ni oborena yo
It’s an eternal dream with no waking up Is this just fantasy? Or is it reality? If you want to be swept away, just go on and call out Look, the death god of love will be right behind you When you’ve prepared yourself, come along, throw away that other world, and lose yourself in me
Requested by my friend Stever, not the usual Touhou stuff, but a request is a request. I don’t really have too much to say here, except I realized there was already a translation of this before it was too late. I’d like to think that my version is better though, so hopefully my time wasn’t wasted.
☆ Title: DIARRHEA
★Album: DIARRHEA
☆ Album Artist: MY SONG IS SHIT
★ Vocals: Hatsune Miku (初音ミク)
☆ Artist: Utsu-P (鬱P)
uso de nuri katameta dodai moroku kuzurete ku sonzai
yagate susunde ku jidai matataku ma ni dai houkai
bunan na michi dake saketai kagayaiteru omotebutai
asoko no hikari o abitai kanaetai, muri na negai?
Plastered with lies from the beginning, a fragile existence to crumble Before long in this progressing age, you’ll see a grand collapse in a flash All I want to avoid is the safe path, the front stage is shining bright I want to bath in that place’s light, I want my wish to come true, is that unreal?
遠い光 蒼く輝き
近づきたくて 無理した
積もる倦怠感 湧いた焦燥感
けして消えぬ 憂いの闇
tooi hikari aoku kagayaki
chikadzukitakute muri shita
tsumoru kentaikan waita shousoukan
keshite kienu urei no yami
The far light, blue and bright I wanted to get close and go beyond I gather with fatigue, I well with impatience It’ll never disappear, the darkness of sorrow
hikarabita mirai dake nokosareta boku o
mizumizushii anata ni wa wakaranai deshou
obitadashii kazu no urei oshi yoseru “toki” yo
jojo ni michi tozashite ku dakuryuu ni taeru
sono saki ni hikari wa nai noni
Take me, who has been left behind by a stale future I’m not understandable to you, who’s so young and lively, am I? The numberless counts of grief, it’s a “time” when it all closes in Little by little, the roads come to be closed, I have to bear the muddy stream even though at the end there isn’t any light
綺麗な目して 希望を語る
貴方を見て 苛立った
強くなれず 無い物欲す
虚しく生きた その代償さ
kirei na me shite kibou o kataru
anata o mite iradatta
tsuyoku narezu nai mono horisu
munashiku ikita sono daishou sa
Wearing fair eyes and talking of hope I look at you and become irritated Unable to become strong, I wish for ideals I’ve lived in vain, that’s what I get
それなのに 否応無く 続いてゆく 冷めた気持ち 滾らせて
失った 時を探し 無駄骨折る 哀れな脳
sore nanoni iyaou naku tsudzuite yuku sameta kimochi tagirasete
ushinatta toki o sagashi muda honeoru aware na nou
But despite this, whether I want to or not, I continue on, causing my cooled feelings to boil Looking for a lost time, my pitiful brain exerts myself pointlessly
kuroi ame iwa nadare tsubusareta kibou
tsutsumu no wa buruu janaku akai chi no kaaten
kurutta no wa boku janai iki ga tsumarisou
hikari abi tsuki susumu senaka ga mabushii
chotto ya sotto ja oitsukenai yo
All the hope was smashed by rockslides and black rain What I’m wrapped up in isn’t blue, but curtains of scarlet blood The one that’s gone mad isn’t me, I feel like I’m going to choke The backs of those who push towards bathing in light are radiant I just simply can’t catch up with them
SHIT! minikui shitto no uzu ori kasanaru kanjou ron
SHIT! jijitsujou no tsumi geemu aku o taosezu makasareru
SHIT! ukkutsu shita kono kokoro iyaseru no wa jibun nomi
SHIT! yuku ate naku samayotte mayoi tsukarete koko e to
genkai chi wa sude ni toppa shita boku kyappa kara afure dashiteiru
boku o osou kutsuu no shoutai aseri to iu daiaria
SHIT! A whirlpool of ugly jealousy, my arguments based off my feelings pile up SHIT! In reality it was over before it started, unable to defeat evil, I’m the one that loses SHIT! My heart’s become gloomy, nobody but me can heal it SHIT! Wandering around without aim, tired of being lost, I come to this place It’s too late, I’ve already broke my limit, I’m at capacity, so it’s all pouring out The true colours of the pain attacking me, is a diarrhea they call impatience
seijaku o kirisaita zetsubou no jigure
magamagashii kono omoi sutete shimaeba ii
obitadashii kazu no urei oshi yoseta “toki” ni
nagasarezu ima no mama yukkuri aruiterya
nagai nagai yoru mo itsu ka wa
sukoshi zutsu akete yuku n darou
The drizzle of despair has torn the silence to pieces If I were to just throw away these annoying feelings, it’d be for the best During a “time” when the numberless counts of grief has all closed in Without being washed away, as it is right now, if I were to just slowly walk on this long, long night too, would eventually little by little, turn to dawn wouldn’t it?
