Not in the world

I wish Minoshima’s Ayakura songs were like they used to be, before they were just small 4 stanzas without much intensity. Seriously, check out “Struggle” from the Bemani album if you haven’t already.

☆ Title: Not in the world
★ Album: POP | CULTURE 5
☆ Album Artist: Alstroemeria Records
★ Vocals: Mei Ayakura (綾倉盟)
☆ Arrangement: Masayoshi Minoshima
★ Lyrics: Haruka
☆ Original Title: Forest of Tohno (遠野の森)
★ Website: http://alst.net/


遠くない近くもない微妙な感覚
このままじゃ友達のままだね
気持ちを知られるのが怖いまま私は
すぐそばの笑顔に気付いたの

tookunai chikaku mo nai bimyou na kankaku
kono mama ja tomodachi no mama da ne
kimochi o shirareru no ga kowai mama watashi wa
sugu soba no egao ni kidzuita no

It’s a subtle feeling of being neither far nor close
At this rate, we’ll remain friends, won’t we
As I remain afraid of having my feelings known,
I noticed your smile right next to me

すれ違い 勘違い 私は見抜けなくて
私の気持ちはあなたに向いてた
気づかない 気づけない 君の笑顔の横に
私の世界になかった

sure chigai kanchigai watashi wa mi nukenakute
watashi no kimochi wa anata ni muiteta
kidzukanai kidzukenai kimi no egao no yoko ni
watashi no sekai ni nakatta

Unable to see through the passings and misunderstandings,
my feelings were pointed at you
I don’t notice, I can’t notice, next to your smile
You weren’t in my world

少しだけ気づいていた少しじゃなかった
本当は逃げてただけだから
気持ちを伝えるのも不器用な私は
すぐそばの笑顔も避けてたの

sukoshi dake kidzuiteita sukoshi janakatta
hontou wa nigeteta dake dakara
kimochi o tsutaeru no mo bukiyou na watashi wa
sugu soba no egao mo saketeta no

Just a little I had noticed, but it wasn’t a little,
because, the truth is, I just ran away
Awkward at conveying my feelings,
I avoided your smile right next to me

泣いてない 泣いてない 涙は枯れ果てたの
今なら 今でも 間に合う信じた
届かない 届かない 君が見せる笑顔は
私の世界になかった

naitenai naitenai namida wa kare hateta no
ima nara ima demo ma ni au shinjita
todokanai todokanai kimi ga miseru egao wa
watashi no sekai ni nakatta

I’m not crying, I’m not crying, the tears have all dried up
Maybe now, even now, I can make it, I had believed
Unreachable, unreachable, the smile that you show
wasn’t in my world

Lonely Rabbit

This arrangement feels a bit bland compared to previous Amateras guest tracks.

Notes: My first instinct was to translate 貴方のことを想うほど
心 ちぎれそうで as “The more I think about you, the more my heart feels torn apart” but I think that’s more suited for 想えば想うほど.

☆ Title: Lonely Rabbit
★ Album: POP | CULTURE 5
☆ Album Artist: Alstroemeria Records
★ Vocals and lyrics: Sae Tsukiyama (築山さえ)
☆ Arrangement: Tracy
★ Original Title: The Rabbit Has Landed (兎は舞い降りた)
☆ Website: http://alst.net/


「いつまでもそばにいて」
言いかけて 言えなくて
叶わない約束は
これ以上したくない

「itsu made mo soba ni ite」
ii kakete ienakute
kanawanai yakusoku wa
kore ijou shitakunai

“Stay forever by my side”
I was about to say, but couldn’t
I don’t want to make
empty promises anymore

貴方のことを想うほど
心 ちぎれそうで

anata no koto o omou hodo
kokoro chigiresou de

My heart feels torn apart enough
that I think about you

虚しさ抱きしめて
大きな空を眺めていた
伝わらない想い
この空に浮かんで消えていく

munashisa daki shimete
ooki na sora o nagameteita
tsutawaranai omoi
kono sora ni ukande kiete yuku

Embracing the emptiness
I gazed at the huge sky
My feelings that won’t get through
float in the sky and fade away

永遠なんてないよ
そんなこと知ってるよ
だからこそ一瞬が
掛け替えのないもので

eien nante nai yo
sonna koto shitteru yo
dakara koso isshun ga
kakegae no nai mono de

There’s no such thing as eternity
I know that
which is why each moment
is irreplaceable

貴方のことを想うほど
心 縺れていく

anata no koto o omou hodo
kokoro motsurete yuku

My heart is entangled enough
that I think about you

淋しさ抱きしめて
輝く月を眺めていた
貴方のその想い
私は理解っているから

sabishisa daki shimete
kagayaku tsuki o nagameteita
anata no sono omoi
watashi wa wakatteiru kara

Embracing the loneliness
I gazed at the shining moon
I understand
your feelings after all

That Full Moon Over The Haunted Ship

This song exceeded all expectations I had from the crossfade. It’s really haunting, which is great and unique. I think this may be my favourite song from the album, even though I’m generally not a fan of Camellia songs.

☆ Title: That Full Moon Over The Haunted Ship
★ Album: POP | CULTURE 5
☆ Album Artist: Alstroemeria Records
★ Vocals: Mei Ayakura (綾倉盟)
☆ Arrangement and lyrics: Camellia
☆ Original Title: Interdimensional Voyage of a Ghostly Passenger Ship (幽霊客船の時空を越えた旅)
・Captain Murasa (キャプテン・ムラサ)
★ Website: http://alst.net/


何処までも続く溟い海の終わりで
奈落への滝が嗤い続け轟く
“目指したトコロは此処だったのか?”
今は先を急ぐ 水達に乗せられたまま

doko made mo tsudzuku kurai umi no owari de
naraku e no taki ga warai tsudzuke todoroku
“mezashita tokoro wa koko datta no ka?”
ima wa saki o isogu mizutachi ni noserareta mama

At the end of the everlasting dark sea
the waterfall to hell, continuing to laugh, roars
“Was this the place that you were looking for?”
as we remained carried by waters now hurrying us onwards

Red sky, too high, 悪夢の様に青白い満月
Tonight, to hype, 水平の果て 死霊とさあ踊れよ
Mad tide, they cry, 波は怒りにその躰を震い
You fly, to die, 夜明けを刺した
もう狂いそうなMoonlight

Red sky, too high, akumu no you ni aoshiroi mangetsu
Tonight, to hype, suihei no hate shiryou to saa odoreyo
Mad tide, they cry, nami wa ikari ni sono karada o furui
You fly, to die, yoake o sashita
mou kuruisou na Moonlight

Red sky, too high, the full moon is nightmarishly white
Tonight, to hype, come dance with the ghosts at the end of the horizon
Mad tide, they cry, the waves shake their bodies in anger
You fly, to die, it pierced the dawn
The already maddening moonlight

何処に堕ちるのか何時まで堕ちるのかも
解らないくらいに船は迪んで逝く
止まらない舟唄 止まってしまったビート・ライン
死は生を 生は死をそう 求めたままで

doko ni ochiru no ka itsu made ochiru no ka mo
wakaranai kurai ni fune wa susunde yuku
tomaranai funauta tomatte shimatta biito rain
shi wa sei o sei wa shi o sou motometa mama de

The ship moves on to death such that we can’t comprehend
where we’re going to fall, or how long we’ll fall
The beat line stopped, but the sailor’s song doesn’t stop
as life and death, yes, remained seeking each other

Red sky, too high, 暁は燃え破れた帆を染める
Tonight, to hype, 沈んだ船は私達が踊る
Mad tide, they cry, 雷がほら齧る先を探す
You fly, to die, あまりに澄んだ
もう狂いそうなMoonlight

Red sky, too high, akatsuki wa moe yabureta ho wo someru
Tonight, to hype, shizunda fune wa watashi tachi ga odoru
Mad tide, they cry, ikadzuchi ga hora kajiru saki o sagasu
You fly, to die, amari ni sunda
mou kuruisou na Moonlight

Red sky, too high, the dawn catches fire, tinting the broken sail
Tonight, to hype, we dance aboard the sunken ship
Mad tide, they cry, the lightning searches for where to chew
You fly, to die, it’s all too clear
The already maddening moonlight

Determine

At first glance, this may seem exactly like all the other original Nachi love songs, but this time, instead of being about missing someone or unrequited love, it’s about a bad relationship.

☆ Title: Determine
★ Album: POP | CULTURE 5
☆ Album Artist: Alstroemeria Records
★ Vocals: Nachi Sakaue (坂上なち)
☆ Arrangement: Masayoshi Minoshima
★ Lyrics: Haruka
☆ Website: http://alst.net/


貴方の言葉空のままで 望むものは自分次第
私は道具じゃないから 自分の意志で動いてる
使うべきもの道具じゃなくて 心のある生身の者
溜め息だけが出ているだけ 貴方と過ごすこの時間

anata no kotoba kara no mama de nozomu mono wa jibun shidai
watashi wa dougu janai kara jibun no ishi de ugoiteru
tsukau beki mono dougu janakute kokoro no aru namami no mono
tameiki dake ga deteiru dake anata to sugosu kono jikan

Your words were empty as ever: what you desire depends on you
I’m not a tool, so I move on my own free will
What you should use isn’t a tool, it’s a living person with a heart
During the time I spend with you, all that comes out of my mouth are sighs

私ちゃんと見てない 貴方はそうエゴイスト
こんなにも苦しくて 暗闇のままで
私が壊れてゆく 時が戻せるのならば
繰り返す 過ちは なかったことにできた

watashi chanto mitenai anata wa sou egoisuto
konna ni mo kurushikute kurayami no mama de
watashi ga kowarete yuku toki ga modoseru no naraba
kuri kaesu ayamachi wa nakatta koto ni dekita

“You’re not paying enough attention to me,” you’re an egotist like that
It hurts so much, as I remain in darkness
I’m falling apart, but if I could turn back time
I’d be able to turn all the repeating mistakes into nothing

夢を追いかけられない 無駄な時間を過ごして
雪はこんな白くても 心は黒く
夢を見ることもできない 夢が逃げてく気がして
すべての終わりを告げたくて

yume o oi kakerarenai muda na jikan o sugoshite
yuki wa konna shirokutemo kokoro wa kuroku
yume o miru koto mo dekinai yume ga nigete ku ki ga shite
subete no owari o tsugetakute

Wasting all my time, I can’t chase after my dreams
The snow is so white, but my heart is black
I can’t even have dreams, I feel like they’re running away from me
I want to spell the end to everything

白い雪にかき消されたい 心がまだある私で
抜け出したい消え去りたい 私が過ごすこの時間

shiroi yuki ni kaki kesaretai kokoro ga mada aru watashi de
nuke dashitai kie saritai watashi ga sugosu kono jikan

I want to be lost to the snow, since I still have a heart
My time is spent wanting to escape and disappear

自分しか見えてない 貴方はそうエゴイスト
こんなにも窮屈で 先が見えてない
私の心消える 時間はもう戻らない
繰り返す 過ちが 自分の中に今も

jibun shika mietenai anata wa sou egoisuto
konna ni mo kyuukutsu saki ga mietenai
watashi no kokoro kieru jikan wa mou modoranai
kuri kaesu ayamachi ga jibun no naka ni ima mo

You can only see yourself, you’re an egotist like that
You’re so narrow-minded, you can’t see in front of you
My heart disappears, it’s too late to go back
The repeating mistakes reside within myself, even now

夢を追いかけられない 貴方がそばにいるから
白い雪に紛れたら 白紙のままに
夢を見ることもできない 夢さえもうわからない
私の終わりは貴方なの

yume o oi kakerarenai anata ga soba ni iru kara
shiroi yuki ni magiretara hakushi no mama ni
yume o miru koto mo dekinai yume sae mou wakaranai
watashi no owari wa anata nano

I can’t chase my dreams because you’re here with me
If I got lost in the snow, I’d remain a blank page
I can’t even have dreams, I don’t even know what dreams are anymore
You’re going to be the end of me