Internal Ability

Nomico songs are too good.

☆ Title: Internal Ability
★ Album: POP | CULTURE 5
☆ Album Artist: Alstroemeria Records
★ Vocals: nomico
☆ Arrangement: Masayoshi Minoshima
★ Lyrics: Haruka
☆ Original Title: Ghostly Person’s Holiday (霊人の休日)
★ Website: http://alst.net/


眠りについた 貴方の顔を見つめ
そっと さよなら告げ
深い想いは やがて華を咲かせる
そして 夢の続きを

nemuri ni tsuita anata no kao o mitsume
sotto sayonara tsuge
fukai omoi wa yagate hana o sakaseru
soshite yume no tsudzuki o

Looking at your face, and quietly saying farewell,
I fell asleep
Intense feelings will eventually make flowers blossom
and the next part of my dream

いつから忘れていた 大事な大事なもの
いつまで夢をみてた 今さえ夢の続き?

itsu kara wasureteita daiji na daiji na mono
itsu made yume o miteta ima sae yume no tsudzuki?

Since when have I forgotten what was so, so important to me?
How long have I been dreaming? Am I still waiting for the next one?

何年も数えてきた 逃げだしてた過ちが
何度でも深い海へ連れて行く
忘れても思い出して 覚めて行くのが怖くて
私は振り向けない

nannen mo kazoete kita nige dashiteta ayamachi ga
nando demo fukai umi e tsurete yuku
wasuretemo omoi dashite samete yuku no ga kowakute
watashi wa furi mukenai

The mistake of running away that I’ve counted for years
keeps on dragging me into a deep sea
I’ll recall even if I forget, and I’m afraid of waking up
so I can’t look back

何年も我慢してた 意味のない優しさから
何度でも深い闇へ連れて行く
忘れたい消し去りたい 私の記憶と過去に
私はまだ振り向けない

nannen mo gaman shiteta imi no nai yasashisa kara
nando demo fukai yami e tsurete yuku
wasuretai keshi saritai watashi no kioku to kako ni
watashi wa mada furi mukenai

Away from the pointless kindness that I’ve put up with for years
they keep on dragging me into a deep darkness
To my memories and my past that I want to forget and erase,
I still can’t look back

眠りについた 私の心は今
時を 動かさない
深い想いは やがて終わりを告げた
そして 夢の最後を

nemuri ni tsuita watashi no kokoro wa ima
toki o ugokasanai
fukai omoi wa yagate owari o tsugeta
soshite yume no saigo o

My heart now, as it’s asleep,
can’t make time move
Intense feelings eventually signalled the end
and the end of my dreams

この手で壊していた 大事な大事なもの
いつまで夢を見てた いつなら夢が見れた?

kono te de kowashiteita daiji na daiji na mono
itsu made yume o miteta itsu nara yume ga mireta?

With my own hands I had destroyed what was so, so important to me
How long have I been dreaming? When was I able to dream?

何年も過ごしてきた 意味もたない交わりも
何度でも深い場所へ連れて行く
忘れても思い出して 覚めて行くのが怖くて
私は振り向かない

nannen mo sugoshite kita imi motanai majiwari mo
nando demo fukai basho e tsurete yuku
wasuretemo omoi dashite samete yuku no ga kowakute
watashi wa furi mukanai

The meaningless companionships I’ve spent the years with
keep on dragging me into a deep place
I’ll recall even if I forget, and I’m afraid of waking up,
so I will not look back

何年も我慢してた 意味のない優しさから
何度でも深い闇へ連れて行く
忘れたい消し去りたい 壊してた貴方のこと
私はまだ振り向かない

nannen mo gaman shiteta imi no nai yasashisa kara
nando demo fukai yami e tsurete yuku
wasuretai keshi saritai kowashiteta anata no koto
watashi wa mada furi mukanai

Away from the pointless kindness that I’ve put up with for years
they keep on dragging me into a deep darkness
To you, who I destroyed, who I want to forget and erase,
I still will not look back

15 sad songs

“Sad” used interchangeably with “emo,” this could also be called “10 alst songs.”I was listening to some Alst, as usual, when I suddenly thought “why haven’t I made a sad track playlist yet?” Then, I got the idea to make one of these. Two people have already posted things similar to this, so I figured I might as well too. In no particular order. Translations included in the videos where applicable.

Dim. Dream – Alstroemeria Records


“Dim. Dream” usually means “Dimensional Dream,” but this song takes “Dim” to literally mean dim. While the arrangement itself doesn’t exude any outright depressing vibes, it’s certainly feels bleak. The lyrics focus on uncertainty, and distance. The change in Ayakura’s voice in the final stanza is breathtaking, and the final two lines in particular are very strong and exude a great sense of anxiety, leaving you with the feeling of “Is this all there is?” “Will things ever get any better?”

End of Daylight – Alstroemeria Records


“The sun sets, everything ends
from now on, the power of darkness”
This song tells you that if you have any hope left, it’d be easier to just throw it away. There’s nothing left but darkness, so why not embrace it? Dance together with the darkness, and watch the others struggle to find light where there is none. The electric guitar (I think that’s what I’m hearing) really adds to the piece, but I can’t necessarily point out why.

Bad Apple!! – Alstroemeria Records


The song that made Alstroemeria famous, and for good reason. A song generally about not fitting in anywhere in the world. Is it still worth it to try and live a normal, white life? Is it too late? Perhaps you can’t, no matter how you try. If you can’t change, then maybe you should just give up and let it all turn black.

Icemilk Magic – Alstroemeria Records


You may start off with a dream, but that dream that was once so sweet turns against you, leading you down a path that’s nothing but cold. No matter your efforts, it’s useless. As you struggle to carry on to where your hopes ought to be, you’ll eventually be overcome. I’m not sure if it’s just me, but I feel like the arrangement itself gives off chilling vibes as well. When I listen to this song, I can easily imagine myself lost under a moon of dreams.

Necro Effect – Alstroemeria Records


Though it’s repetitive, I find that this adds to the song. When you’ve experienced next to nothing, no change in your life, it’s as if you’re trapped in a long slumber, waiting to wake up. Can you give up when you have so much left to experience? Yet at this rate, you’re achieving nothing. The days pass you by, and though you reach out, nothing changes. It’s as if you aren’t even truly alive.

Lost Emotion – Alstroemeria Records


Perhaps the newest song here. Can you hide behind a mask forever, claiming that you’re in heaven? Can you find that missing piece of yourself that you can’t live without? Even so, the show must go on, and you must continue to dance. Just how far can you go until you fall apart in this hell?

Shinto Shrine – Alstroemeria Records

[Translation]
Sitting at a Shinto Shrine at twilight, watching the sun set. While the brilliant orange colours are beautiful, they soon die out, and you’re left all alone, as devoid of colour and empty as the night sky.

Alice Maestera – Alstroemeria Records

[Translation]
The beginning portion is the best part of the original “Alice Maestra,” and Minoshima integrated it into an arrangement perfectly. Someday, you’ll have to part with the person dearest to you. Whether you’re ready for it or not, you’ll eventually be left behind, and loneliness will find you.

Maple Wizen – Alstroemeria Records

[Translation]
I feel like this song deserves a lot more recognition. It’s not really as emo as the rest, but I can’t ignore how amazing these lines are:
“Shining or bright? I’ll destroy these crimson nightmares:
Despair, anguish, and hatred, with my own hands
For certain, I’ll destroy the meaning of scarlet
I can not hesitate”

Days – Alstroemeria Records


Remember what I said about Alice Maestera? Here it is. Before you knew it, that person so close to you, who taught you the joy of living, is gone. With each ending comes a new beginning, but what good is a new beginning without you? Bonus points to this song for the track that joins on to it, “Beautiful Moment.” It gives this a perfect ending.

Dead Souls – Zytokine


You know a song from an album titled “Death” is going to be emo. I can’t recall the word for it, but the vocals are very slow paced, which really complements the slow beat. The lyrics are masterfully crafted- perhaps the best Linjin’s ever written, in my opinion. Normally his lyrics are more on the upside, so this was rather rare.

Seeds of Life – Sound Holic


It’s extremely rare for Yurica to sing a ballad like this, but you can really feel the emotion when it gets to the chorus, and the final stanza crowns the song perfectly in error-less English. I don’t have much else to say, so I’ll leave you with it.
“An imitation life that is without a light
Nobody could save my pain, so I’ve given up
I am a lonely mage who is just in a maze
Nothing heals or cures my forever loneliness”

【Darkness】 – AdamKadmon


While I haven’t been able to find lyrics for this song and thus have been unable to translate it properly, let me assure you that these lyrics are very dark, with a fittingly heavy arrangement to accompany it. The guitar solo that begins at 2:35 is particularly impressive.
“The angel inviting me to the darkness, wielding the heart of a devil, controlled me”
“Is there no one who will hold me back from the darkness I’ve been invited to?”

Nowhere Residents – Syrufit


Also, the Babbe remix. I admit, I picked this one partly because it has some sentimental value. Me, I’ve never lived anywhere for too long, always moving from one place to another. What do you say when someone asks you where you’re from? Do you say where you were born even though you barely know the place? Or where you’re currently living, even though you just got there? I’m not really from anywhere. A nowhere resident.

ラストジャッジメント – fromadistance


Another instrumental track. This track is very interesting. I can easily picture myself on my deathbed. First, all you hear is pipe organs, often found in churches, at funerals. Slowly, the melody from Shikieiki’s theme comes in, as if death is on its way to greet you. You can feel that these are your final moments on this earth, as the sounds begin to become distorted. All your senses begin to blur and fade. You can feel yourself getting closer and closer to death’s door, and then—– that’s it.

Blue Skies

It’s a calm and peaceful song, I’ll give it that. Those strums are really nice.

☆ Title: Blue Skies
★ Album: POP | CULTURE 4
☆ Album Artist: Alstroemeria Records
★ Vocals: mican*
☆ Arrangement: Masayoshi Minoshima
★ Lyrics: Haruka
☆ Original Title: Eastern Blue Sky (東方の青い空)
★ Website: http://alst.net/


透き通る 青い空 見ていたら 眠くなる
あとでいい だめなのに 明日から やればいい
そんな気に なるぐらい 穏やかで 優しくて
青い空 見ていると 焦りさえ なくなるね

suki tooru aoi sora miteitara nemuku naru
ato de ii dame nanoni ashita kara yareba ii
sonna ki ni naru gurai odayaka de yasashikute
aoi sora miteiru to aseri sae naku naru yo

When looking at the clear blue skies you get sleepy
It’ll be fine later, though this is no good, it’ll be fine if I start tomorrow
It’s so calm and gentle that I feel like that
When looking at the blue skies, even impatience goes away

透き通る 青い空 見続けて サボり癖
だめだけど これでいい 明日なら できるはず
大変な 日常も 忘れてた 気にせずに
青い空 見ていると 気持ちほら 落ち着くね

suki tooru aoi sora mi tsudzukete saboriguse
dame dakedo kore de ii ashita nara dekiru hazu
taihen na nichijou mo wasureteta ki ni sezu ni
aoi sora miteiru to kimochi hora ochi tsuku no

Continuing to look at the clear blue skies, procrastination
It’s no good, but I’m fine with this, I should be able to do it tomorrow
Without giving a second thought, I had forgotten troubling daily life
When looking at the blue skies, your feelings, look, calm down

Last Remain

I didn’t really want to post this one yet. This was the by-ear transcription I was most unsure of this album, which was a shame, because it was probably my favourite song.

☆ Title: Last Remain
★ Album: POP | CULTURE 4
☆ Album Artist: Alstroemeria Records
★ Vocals: Nachi Sakaue (坂上なち)
☆ Arrangement: Nhato
★ Lyrics: Haruka
☆ Original Title: Last Remote (ラストリモート)
★ Website: http://alst.net/


夢のよう 何もない 苦しさも忘れられる
夢からは 覚めなくて 独りきりでいられるから
いつからか 忘れてた 君のこと好きなことも
いつまでも 目覚めない 自分だけのこの世界で

yume no you nani mo nai kurushisa mo wasurerareru
yume kara wa samenakute hitori kiri de irareru kara
itsu kara ka wasureteta kimi no koto suki na koto mo
itsu made mo mezamenai jibun dake no kono sekai de

Like a dream, there’s nothing, I can even forget suffering
I can be all alone without waking from this dream after all
Sometime or another, I had forgotten about you, even what I liked
Never will I open my eyes in this world of mine alone

あの場所から逃げて まだ見えてないままで
消えたくて 目を伏せた
あの時から残る まだ消えてない傷は
言えなくて
癒えなくて
居れなくて

ano basho kara nigete mada mietenai mama de
kietakute me o fuseta
ano toki kara nokoru mada kietenai kizu wa
ienakute
ienakute
irenakute

Running away from that place, remaining unseen,
wanting to disappear, I lowered my eyes

The scars remaining from that time, yet to fade away,
I can’t speak of,
won’t heal,
I can’t be like this

いつか消えてゆく傷なら まだ辛くないけれど
消えなくて 残されて

itsu ka kiete yuku kizu nara mada tsurakunai keredo

kienakute nokosarete

If it were a scar to someday disappear, it wouldn’t still be so painful, however
it won’t disappear, left behind

ここは 何もない
あるのは終わりだけ
今も なにもない
終わりだけの場所ね

koko wa nani mo nai aru no wa owari dake
ima mo nani mo nai owari dake no basho ne

There’s nothing here
A
ll there is the end
Even now, there’s nothing
It’s just a place of endings

今もあの時から残る まだ消えてない傷は
言えなくて
癒えなくて
居れなくて

ima mo ano toki kara nokoru mada kietenai kizu wa
ienakute
ienakute
irenakute

Even now, the scars remaining from that time, yet to fade away,
I can’t speak of,
won’t heal,
I can’t be like this

いつか消えてゆけるのなら 君のこと忘れたい
言えなくて 消せなくて 泣いたまま

itsu ka kiete yukeru no nara kimi no koto wasuretai
ienakute kesenakute naita mama

If they can disappear someday, I want to forget about you
Unable to speak, nor erase it, I remained crying