リンカーネイション | Reincarnation

You must be born again.

☆ Title: リンカーネイション
★ Album: 白い闇に沈む永遠の夜
☆ Album Artist: Asriel
★ Vocals: KOKOMI
☆ Lyrics Minagawa Tsukie (水川月依)
★ Arrangement and composition: Kurose Keisuke (黒瀬圭亮)

流れる雲が 時を刻んで燃える炎
夕焼けが落ち
流れる風が 固唾をのんで
灰を空へ飛ばして
今 始まる
少女を追いかけ
走る 素足 風に遊ばれて
月が望むこの夜の中で
私が君を追いかけて
あの日の 日記帳を 取りだして
涙を見せながら 破り捨てる

nagareru kumo ga toki o kizande moeru honoo
yuuyake ga ochi
nagareru kaze ga katazu o nonde
hai o sora e tobashite
ima hajimaru
shoujo o oi kake
hashiru suashi kaze ni asobarete
tsuki ga nozomu kono yoru no naka de
watashi ga kimi o oi kakete
ano hi no nikkichou o tori dashite
namida o misenagara yaburi suteru

The clouds floating by are burning flames, marking the passage of time
Evening falls
The flowing wind kicks up ash into the air
Holding my breath
It begins now
Chasing after that girl
I run, barefoot, as I’m played with by the wind
In the middle of this night overlooked by the moon
I chase after you
I take out my diary from that day,
rip it apart and throw it away while showing my tears

道に倒れた 小さい花が土に還り
地球(ほし)の糧へと
素足で作る 足跡の道
つむじ風がかき消す
火が 飛び交う
少女に火の粉が
逃げる 素足 涙 踏み越えて

michi ni taoreta chiisai hana ga tsuchi ni kaeri
hoshi no kate e to
suashi de tsukuru ashiato no michi
tsumujikaze ga kaki kesu
hi ga tobi kau
shoujo ni hi no ko ga
nigeru suashi namida fumi koete

A tiny flower that collapsed onto the road returns to the earth
turning into nutrients for the planet
The path of footprints I make with my bare feet
a whirlwind erases
A flame jumps about
To the girl, the sparks go
Running barefoot, treading over tears

世界の狭間にある楽園
私は空を手でつかむ
あの日の 日記帳に えがいてた
二人であの楽園へと行こう…と

sekai no hazama ni aru rakuen
watashi wa sora o te de tsukamu
ano hi no nikkichou ni egaiteta
futari de ano rakuen e ikou… to

There’s a paradise in the border between worlds
I reach to the sky and clutch my hands
In the diary from that day, I drew
hoping for us to go to that paradise together

道に倒れた 小さいリスルム
涙を流して この身を捧げる
あの日の 日記帳に いろあせた
二人で笑う姿を映した写真
michi ni taoreta chiisai risurumu
namida o nagashite kono mi o sasageru
ano hi no nikkichou ni iro aseta
futari de warau sugata o utsushita shashin

Collapsed on the road, a small lythrum flower
Shedding tears, it offers its body
In the diary from that day, faded away
A picture showing both of us laughing

Melty Dream

Not all dreams come true so easily.

☆ Title: Melty Dream
★ Album: IMAGINARY JOURNEY
☆ Album Artist: Alstroemeria Records
★ Vocals and lyrics: ayame
☆ Arrangement: Masayoshi Minoshima
★ Original: Vanishing Dream ~ Lost Dream (夢消失 ~ Lost Dream)
☆ Website: http://alst.net/


小さな光が私を導く
膨らむ夢には終わりが無かった
明日を夢見た見続け願った
見果てぬ想いは確かにあるのに

chiisa na hikari ga watashi o michibiku
fukuramu yume ni wa owari ga nakatta
ashita o yume mita mi tsudzuke negatta
mi hatenu omoi wa tashika ni aru noni

A tiny light leads me
The growing dreams had no end
I dreamed of tomorrow, I wished to keep dreaming
Even though my feelings certainly stretch as far as the eye can see

誰も知らないこの夢が
誰も知られず消えていく
夢を語るは秘めやかに
この約束の行き場が分からない
その目には映らない

dare mo shiranai kono yume ga
dare mo shirarezu kiete yuku
yume o kataru wa himeyaka ni
kono yakusoku no ikiba ga wakaranai
sono me ni wa utsuranai

This dream, which nobody knows about,
is fading away with everyone unaware
When I speak of my dreams, it’s in secret
I can’t tell where this promise will lead
I don’t see it in your eyes

期待をしていた心のどこかで
終わりを見るのは怖くて震えた
逃げてた視界を遮り止まった
追いたい光は少しも見えない

kitai o shiteita kokoro no doko ka de
owari o miru no wa kowakute furueta
nigeteta shikai o saegiri tomatta
oitai hikari wa sukoshi mo mienai

Somewhere in my hopeful heart
I was afraid to see an ending and was left shaking
It stopped, blocking my view of where I was escaping
I can’t see even a bit of the light I want to chase

誰も知らない夢でした
私の中で消えていく
夢を語るは今更で
伝えたくても貴方はもう居ない
もう二度と戻れない

dare mo shiranai yume deshita
watashi no naka de kiete yuku
yume o kataru wa imasara de
tsutaetakutemo anata wa mou inai
mou nido to modorenai

It was a dream nobody knew about
Fading away inside of me
It’s far too late to talk about dreams
Even if I wanted to tell you, you’re not there anymore
Never again can you come back

朧月夜 | Misty, Moonlit Night

This song has one powerful climax. 朧月夜 is one of my favourite Japanese words, so as soon as I saw this track name, I knew I had to listen to it. I also have a draft done up for リンカーネイション (Reincarnation), so expect that soon.

☆ Title: 朧月夜
★ Album: 汝を照らす朧のアリア
☆ Album Artist: Asriel
★ Vocals and lyrics: KOKOMI
☆ Arrangement and composition: 黒瀬圭亮 (Kurose Keisuke)


いびつに歪んだ心、鏡、映すでしょう
薄暗き宵に星を結び円を描く

ibitsu ni yuganda kokoro, kagami, utsusu deshou
usuguraki yoi ni hoshi o musubi en o egaku

If I looked in the mirror, I’d surely see a twisted heart reflected back
Connecting the stars in the dim evening, I draw a circle

まどろみの祝杯 笑う声、もう遠くあり
生かされし人形
『無に慣り、虛に成れ』念じ、夜は更けて
濁れてく朧月夜

madoromi no shukuhai warau koe, mou tooku ari
ikasareshi hitogata
『mu ni nari, kyo ni nare』nenji, yo wa fukete
nigoreteku oborodzukiyo

Groggy toasts and the sound of laughing are now distant
as I’m kept alive as a doll
‘Become used to nothing, become hollow’ I repeat in my head as the night advances
A moonlit night, clouding over

使い果たされた『私』を纏ったまま
この世界を生きて行くの?いじらしく
ぐるりぐるり 罅はいづれ 破滅を迎えて
そろそろ限界が近い気がしてる『あたし』に---
与えて、愛して、もう何も無いのだから

tsukai hatasareta『watashi』o matotta mama
kono sekai o ikite yuku no? ijirashiku
gururi gururi hibi wa idzure hametsu o mukaete
soro soro genkai ga chikai ki ga shiteru『atashi』ni---
ataete, aishite, mou nani mo nai no dakara

As I wear a ‘me’ that’s been wrung dry,
will I continue to live in this world? Pitifully
Spinning around and around, the cracks will eventually invite ruin
I’m getting the feeling that any time now ‘I’ will reach my limit – – –
Give to me, and love me, for I have nothing left anymore

恋する時間は長くあれ、愛しむでしょう
灯火の外で堕ちた焔、炎を描く

koi suru jikan wa nagaku are, itoshimu deshou
tomoshibi no soto de ochita honoo, en o egaku

May times of romance last long, surely they’re treasured
The flame that fell outside the torch forms a blaze

狂おしく逃亡 激情は緋の雨となり
華萌え舞い散る
『無に慣り、虚に成れ』悟る、時既に
溺れてく霞桜

kuruoshiku toubou gekijou wa hi no ame to nari
hana moe mai chiru
『mu ni nari, kyo ni nare』satoru, toki sude ni
oboreteku kasumizakura

Escaping at wit’s end, my emotions turn into a scarlet rain
Flowers bloom and dance down
‘Become used to nothing, become hollow’ By the time I understood, it was too late
Drowning in prunus verecunda

使い果たされた『私』を纏ったまま
この世界を生きる?這い蹲りながら?
ぐるりぐるり 罅がある もう止められない
与えて、何でもいい、言葉を、魂を、
『あたし』が望むだけ – – –

tsukai hatasareta『watashi』o matotta mama
kono sekai o ikiru? hai tsukubarinagara?
gururi gururi hibi ga aru mou tomerarenai
ataete, nan demo ii, kotoba o, tamashii o,
『atashi』ga nozomu dake – – –

As I wear a ‘me’ that’s been wrung dry
will I continue to live in this world? While I grovel in the dirt?
Spinning around and around, there are cracks, there’s no stopping it
Give to me, it doesn’t matter what, words, a soul,
as much as ‘I’ desire – – –

目に見えるほど
いびつに歪む心を 留めおかまし この人形
与えて欲しい、愛して欲しい、望み高く投じた夜空
失うほど何もない、空虚さに喰われそう
今宵壊せ、この身に、僅かの未練も、宿らぬ、最期を
埋もれた人波の世界、届かぬ夜空
『あたし』が消えていく—その前に

me ni mieru hodo
ibitsu ni yugamu kokoro o todome okamashi kono hitogata
ataete hoshii, aishite hoshii, nozomi takaku toujita yozora
ushinau hodo nani mo nai, kuukyosa ni kuwaresou
koyoi kowasu, kono mi ni, wazuka no miren mo, yadoranu, saigo o
umoreta hitonami no sekai, todokanu yozora
『atashi』ga kiete yuku — sono mae ni

Leaving behind
a heart so twisted, it’s visible to the eye, I want you
to give to this doll, to love this doll – hopes thrown high into the night sky
The more I lose, the more I feel like I’ll be consumed by the empty void
Tonight destroy my few last regrets, and the final moments residing outside my body
Buried in a world surging with people, unable to reach the night sky
‘I’ am fading away – – – but before then

いびつに歪む心を 留めおかまし この人形に
与えて欲しい、愛して欲しい、望み高く投じた星空
失うほど何もない、空っぽに、まるく
綺麗ね 朧月

ibitsu ni yugamu kokoro o todome okamashi kono hitogata ni
ataete hoshii, aishite hoshii, nozomi takaku toujita hoshizora
ushinau hodo nani mo nai, karappo ni, maruku
kirei ne oborodzuki

Leaving behind a heart so twisted, I want you
to give to this doll, to love this doll – hopes thrown high into the starry sky
The more I lose, the more empty and round it appears
Isn’t it pretty? The misty moon

マンネリライフ | Boring Life

Nanawo Akari’s songs really capture the essence of being a lost cause. I never knew I needed these kinds of lyrics in my life before her. This is a good theme song for this pandemic.

Note: Though the title is officially translated as “boring life,” I think “Life in a Rut” better captures the meaning.

☆ Title: マンネリライフ
★ Album: フライングベスト~知らないの? 巷で噂のダメ天使~
☆ Album Artist: ナナヲアカリ (Nanawo Akari)
★ Published by: Sony Music Associated Records
☆ Vocals: ナナヲアカリ (Nanawo Akari)
★ Arrangement, composition and lyrics: Wada Takeaki (kurage_P) (和田たけあき(くらげP))

こんな調子で、息だけして生きてるよ
クリアしたゲームまたやっている
ドキドキしたり、泣いたり、笑ったりする
そんなことすらもう面倒くさいから

konna choushi de, iki dake shite ikiteru yo
kuria shita geemu mata yatteiru
dokidoki shitari, naitari, warattari suru
sonna koto sura mou mendoukusai kara

At this rate, all I’m doing with my life is breathing
Playing a game that I’ve already beaten again
Getting excited, crying, and laughing
Such emotions now just feel like a pain in the neck

知らないこと知りたくなんかない
疲れちゃうから
感動なんて絶対したくないよ!

shiranai koto shiritaku nanka nai
tsukarechau kara
kandou nante zettai shitakunai yo!

I don’t care to learn new things
It’s tiring, after all
I definitely don’t want to feel emotionally moved!

あたし、マンネリライフを生きている
グッモーニン!今何時?
\たぶん午前か午後6時!/
ココロが張り裂けてしまいそう!
助けて下さい!
あっ、いや…やっぱいいです。

atashi, manneri raifu o ikiteiru
gummoonin! ima nanji?
\tabun gozen ka gogo roku ji!/
kokoro ga hari sakete shimaisou!
tasukete kudasai!
a, iya… yappa ii desu.

I’m living life in a rut
Good morning! What time is it?
\Probably either 6am or 6pm/
It feels like my heart is about to be ripped to shreds!
Please, save me!
Ah, never mind… I’m fine.

こんな調子で息だけして、生きてるよ
読み終わったマンガを読んでいる
ネットサーフィン、変な画像で笑ってる
2年くらい前にも見たことあるけど

konna choushi de iki dake shite, ikiteru yo
yomi owatta manga o yondeiru
netto saafin, hen na gazou de waratteru
ninen kurai mae ni mo mita koto aru kedo

At this rate, all I’m doing with my life is breathing
Reading a manga that I’ve already finished reading
Surfing the web, I find myself laughing at a weird image
Though it’s one I’ve seen before about 2 years ago

せめて自分の足しになるような
事がしたいな
今日は疲れたから寝るけどさ

semete jibun no tashi ni naru you na
koto ga shitai na
kyou wa tsukareta kara neru kedo sa

I at least want to do something
beneficial for me
That said, I’m too tired today, so it’s off to bed

あたし、マンネリライフな眠り姫
囚われの身さ
\3食・冷暖房 完備!/
いつかは素敵な王子様!
助けて下さい!
あっ、いや…やっぱいいです!

atashi, manneri raifu na nemuri hime
toraware no mi sa
\sanshoku reidanbou kanbi!/
itsu ka wa suteki na ouji sama!
tasukete kudasai!
a, iya… yappa ii desu!

I’m the Sleeping Beauty of life in a rut
Don’t you see I’m a prisoner
\Complete with 3 meals and air conditioning!/
Perhaps someday I’ll find my wonderful prince!
Please, save me!
Ah, never mind… I’m fine!

VRになんて潜ってたら永眠しちゃう
興行収入何十億の(ピー)も絶対見ない
そんな暴力受けなくたって
あたしの世界 間に合ってるよ

VR ni nante moguttetara eimin shichau
kougyou shuunyuu nanjuuoku no (pii) mo zettai minai
sonna bouryoku ukenakutatte
atashi no sekai ma ni atteru yo

If I dive into VR I’ll end up sleeping for eternity
I won’t watch (beep) even if it made millions of dollars at the box office
I don’t need that kind of violence in my life
My world is good enough without it

何も感じないままでいたいよ!

nani mo kanjinai mama de itai yo!

I just want to exist without feeling a thing!

あたし、マンネリライフで死んでゆく
抜け出せないよ
こんなに優しい世界
罪悪感でおかしくなっちゃいそう!

atashi, manneri raifu de shinde yuku
nuke dasenai yo
konna ni yasashii sekai
zaiakukan de okashiku nacchaisou!

I’m dying in this life in a rut
There’s no escape
from a world that’s this kind
I feel like I’m going to lose my mind from the guilt!

あたし、マンネリライフを生きている
グッモーニン!今何時?
\たぶん午前か午後6時/
パパママ神様ごめんなさい!
明日からはきっと…
あっ、いや…やっぱ無理です!
ごめん!ごめん!やっぱいいです!

atashi, manneri raifu o ikiteiru
gummoonin! ima nanji?
\tabun gozen ka gogo roku ji!/
papa mama kamisama gomennasai!
ashita kara wa kitto…
a, iya… yappa muri desu!
gomen! gomen! yappa ii desu!

I’m living life in a rut
Good morning! What time is it?
\Probably either 6am or 6pm/
Dear papa, mama, God, I’m sorry!
Starting tomorrow, I’ll be sure to…
ah, never mind… it’s too much after all!
Sorry! Sorry! I’ll pass!